Out of the Blue......

I'm here to stay..

2009-09-13T01:08:00.000-07:00

Thy shackles I will break one day,
It is not me who is made of clay..
I am no puppet in your play..
And hear what I say..right here what i say..
You will be gone...and I'm here to stay!!

The follower...

2009-09-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

Everyday he prayed,
with his closed eyes...
One day he didn't;
He opened his eyes...

He saw a ray of light,
Wide open blue skies...
Opened his mind;
Truth did he find?

Was he late indeed,
to find his own grace.
or blindness did he need,
To keep him in his place.

This time he was not afraid;
Though Brightness blinded him the same;
Just before the priest said,
"Hallowed be thy name"

One day....

2009-04-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

One day I shall be gone..
I shall disappear..
Disappear for good..

One day you will be alone..
You will remember..
Remember for what you should..

One day you shall weep...
maybe weep forever..
forever for what you could..

One day I shall be gone..
Beyond the horizon and the stars..
Stars..away from you..

One day you will regret..
Not turning to someone..
Someone waiting for you...

One day I will break away...
shackles of emotions...
emotions never true...

One day I shall appear
only in memories,
memories piercing through..

Same ol' Poem!

2008-09-26T14:32:00.000-07:00

Different words and different names..
but Why do all my poems sound the same..

Different lives different people,
Complicated! though I keep it simple.
I learn to rise, I'm ready to fall,
In the end , I loose it all....

Different rules, different games,
but still all my poems sound the same..

I decide to change myself,
get myself out of the shelf
I learn to live a different life,
I learn to balance on the edge of a knife.
Put my feet on a burning flame,
but still my poems sound the same..

Different choices, same decisions
Different paths but the same destination..
Different notes but the same symphony,
Different roads but same destiny.

Different arrows, but the same aim,
Now I know why, my poems sound the same!!

Tired of fighting ..
Tired of writing..
Letting life pass by, leaving me behind,
Waiting for something new to come to my mind.
I ain't gonna loose, put myself to shame,
Gonna write a new poem, before the end of the game!

I am Time

2008-09-26T14:17:00.000-07:00

I am time,
I go on forever,
neither slow nor any faster

I am time,
I see everything,
Past, present,
and the future..

I am time,
I don't stop,
you can know,
by the ticking of the clock..

I am time,
no one goes past me,
I am the greatest,
I am the fastest

I am time,
No one foresees,
what I bring with me.

I am time,
I am the healer of any wound
but don't you dare challenge me,
I can turn your life around..

I am time,
beyond me you cannot see.
I am not bounded..
I am free....

I am time,
you regret loosing the right of me,
and you lament being in the wrong of me..

Everyone's story

2008-09-26T14:01:00.000-07:00

The moment of silence,
the moment of truth,
she turns to you..and says
"forever, we'll always be friends"

hasn't this happened also with you?
isn't this story of everyone true?
the same ol' plot, the same ol' scene
the same ol' movie, the same ol' screen...

So you move on..
to a far away place..
wondering if she misses you...
or is it someone else...

A cruel game..
life plays on you..
just as you learn to survive..
the entire world is new...

Some say..
You don't get what you want...
but life gives...
only that you need...

So tell me..
If you don't need someone..
why do you miss them so..
time slows down when you are alone..
and how do all these emotions flow?

Cacophonous Silence

2007-10-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

The pinching silence in my ear,
Piercing through all my fear.
Empty notes on the octaves last,
distort the air as they fade out fast.

And this is how the melody goes,
Before the notes in the solo froze.

As the beat stopped with the symphony,
with the silent notes of cacophony.

Fierce wind and flowing sand,
standing still on moving land.
violent sea and silent shore,
Raging lava from earth's core.

And this is how the melody goes,
Before the notes in the solo froze.
As the beat stopped with the symphony,
with the silent notes of cacophony.

Chromatic silence
and white noise,
cacophonous essence,
of a silent voice.

2006-09-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

Hypocrisy in Human Optimism

Human Being, being the most hypocritical being on this planet is pretentious in all places of life he can ever be. He thinks he is the strongest of all. Deep inside he knows this utmost powerful brain makes him the weakest and most susceptible being.

He, being so "smart" has a threat from his own kind. He calls himself a social animal, but I guess that means social wild animals, which kill each other.

The great human discovered potential; somewhere other than himself (he finally came over the pretence of himself being omnipotent). That potential bearing element was called an electron and was proclaimed negative. (It hurt his ego too much)

The absence of this potential was called positive charge. This really shows the negativity in human thinking. He went beyond that and had a convention defined which was opposite to the flow of this charge.

But, even after all this he kept singing praises of optimism, as though he knew what is was. He thought he could dub anyone as positive and negative as per his stupid methods of ‘half filled glasses’. He never thought that a half empty glass had 50% potential of being filled. Anyways this was the most his half empty brain could think of.

Well then again, me, this human, thinks he can really get over these dogmas stuffed into the human mind. So me; I proved myself to be a stupid human to comment on the mind of the "worlds most intelligent and powerful creature".

What kind of ‘half full’ mind made me think I can really prove wrong “THE GREAT HUMAN”?

--Sudh

The Human…

A Criminals Poem

2006-07-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

A Criminals Poem

Yes, I am a criminal at the hands of fate,
I have to repay them before it’s too late,

I owe you everything, where do I start,
But I repaid you, with a knife in your heart.

I opened my eyes, hopes the sun would shine,
But the heart that I stabbed was also mine.

She does call me Mr. Wrong,
But I know that she was always right,
This night without her may seem long,
But without her, I have to fight…

I did not want her to sing to their tune,
I have to settle being a Soldier of fortune.

No, I cannot refrain from writing these things,
Just for the reason that Pigs don’t have wings,

Yes, I still do believe in positive thinking,
But a man is dead when his eyes aren’t blinking.

Nobody likes to see a ship sink,
Cause words are not be written in white ink,

I look at the sky with nothing to say,
My vision occluded by clouds so gray,

Wounded by soul on the dry earth lay,
Nothing more left, and for you I pray.

Blinded by tears, you may never see,
The spears of fate, buried into me….

NOTICE

2005-11-14T03:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,
Sorry for all that monotonous stuff.....Will be turning to a new leaf...gonna start something new...
But....Its very difficult to write 'happy' things... Cause I am too selfish to share happiness..
:D.....But as i said...I m trying to write different things....May sound synthetic in the begining....but.....perfection is always a distant place to be....But you can always see it on the horizon....So......expect some different stuff....(but dont expect it to be to much..."happy and POP" types....I m trying a more spiritual approach.....Please keep your comments comming...they not only help me to write better....but teach me to be a better person than yesterday... As writing in not my profession.... I an amatuer is not disheartened by harsh comments....but ilearn from them :D

Backstabbed!!

2005-08-01T09:37:00.000-07:00

I faced the Truth but thy Lies stabbed at my back!

Least do you know,
how pityful it can be!
Stabbed in the back;
wounds you cannot see!

As soon as i turned around,
I never knew you would attack.
Now i have to walk on,
with these wounds on my back...

The pain is felt though,
not everything can be seen!
No torniquet can stop the flow;
stains of blood never wash clean!

Occluded I would cry,
and in tears I lack.
Now i have to walk on,
with these wounds on my back...

The death of Trust,
is the birth of hatred.
How can you ever breach,
A feeling so sacred.

Not everything that is broken,
can ever be repared.
Nor any forgiving Divine;
with a human be compared.

As your mask fell off,
I was taken aback.
Now i have to walk on,
with these wounds on my back....

Plosive Occlusion

2005-07-10T22:17:00.000-07:00

Something in her smile,
made me feel alive..
Something in her eyes,
Gave a reason to thrive.

I know she'd love someone,
Although thats not me.
She's comparable to no one,
and She's the reason to be.

Her eyes and lips,
give a reason to believe.
Just with a stare and smile,
I savour a moment to live.

For that moment,I live my life;
A whole lifetime it may not be..
The enchanting euphoria in her smile,
and the elixir in her eyes I see.

Imprecated!!!

2005-07-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

What sinister thing is This,
Seems like made in Heaven!!
And mulkt in the name of bliss,
Repentance for a lost chance never given!!

Well.. God made love,
Thats what they say;
It makes your life like hell,
A reason I do not wish to pray!

Atrocious As it can be.
to be mulkt by luck.
just to blame it on a word is so easy.
but isnt this where life is stuck!!!

Criminal i may be..
To a crime that i dont know.
The reason you come in front of me...
In the sun..i see white snow!!

Just when it was over.
You triggered it back again..
why , your presence now..
is driving me insane...

And i'm in this mire..
even though i know the fact..
You came in with a different desire..
To which i cant putforth any act!!!

Pseudo Random Gaussian Thoughts

2005-05-06T06:18:00.000-07:00

Large windows face east,
waiting for the morning sun.
My mind longed for the feast,
though the day had just begun.

Light flash through empty spaces,
As it brings to life all hidden faces.
Reality comes in your vision
Empty light in a closed prison.

The price you pay,
For you dont know what.
Its just a way to say,
Thats all you have got.

The soldier looked terrified,
with no one in the room.
He had seen so many deaths,but was horrified,
with the lonliness that built in so soon.

Cries of anger,
Will always be miunderstood.
Cries of pain sound stranger,
When nothing can do any good.

The girl sat rigid and silent,
As her mother watched and cried.
By the magnitude of the tragic incident,
Even the blue eyed angel sighed.

Blessed by Happlessness

2005-05-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

Sitting here in this shaky train,
Thinking where am I heading to.
I just sit here drifting to its sound,
And it takes me wherever it wants to.

I try to sleep to kill boredom,
I end up dreaming about you.
I stay awake Conciousness is my kingdom,
But you appear in every song.
Just have to bear it till the end of my time,
but without you i just seems so long.

My joy lies in your happiness,
But the facts are so sadening.
You never seemed to to feel my presence,
And the thought itself is suffocating.

In My Dreams

2005-03-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

In my dreams
I see a cloud
As Grey As Ash
Thundering out aloud.

In my dreams
I see smoke
But where is the fire
Is it some kind of a joke?

In my dreams
I see a void
Nothing inside nothing
Keep staring wide eyed.

In my dreams
I see a nightmare
I cry out of pain
But nobody seems to care.

In my dreams
I search for a lost friend
I fall asleep
And the dream doesn’t seem to end.

Darkness of the lonely light

2005-02-26T22:07:00.001-08:00

I am meant to be alone
Loneliness is a place to be.
Am I that bad a person,
Or nothing is in store for me.

People come in our lives,
In search of a guiding light.
They leave when they see a brighter source,
And some things we just cannot fight.

I am falling deeper every moment,
But the bottom of the pit is never reached.
The bottom of the candle grows darker,
And the wax of time melts as I breathe.

Thy power is infinite,
But Science disproves this fact.
I wouldn’t refrain to believe in Thee,
If there was a reason for Thy Act.

TRIADS OF LIFE

2005-02-26T22:07:00.000-08:00

TRIADS OF LIFE

Yesterday, I was a different man,
Today I am another.
Seasons change and so do our lives,
Tomorrow we forget each other.

Such a long time between Yesterday and Today,
That I left the past behind and decided to fight.
Such a short time between Today and Tomorrow,
But you gave me the courage that everything will be alright.

Crimson sky turned to blue,
I just don’t know how time flew.
Soon I have to get home back,
Before it turns black.

Colors of life change so fast,
There’s a great contrast between future and past.

Yesterday was monochrome,
Or maybe I was colorblind.
Today when I see color,
White is a color I cannot find.

Yesterday was a poem,
Today it was almost a song.
Tomorrow will bring melody,
But I don’t know if I can play it for long.

2004-10-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

**Realizing Dreams**

It was a fine evening,

when we went out driving.

As far as we could,

More than we should.

We drove past the sky,

way beyond the clouds and further,

couldn't stop no matter how I try.

I turned and said to her,

As I kissed her neck,

"We've come too far,

And we cant go back."

That's when I woke up

stranded on the floor,

that's when I realized,

she doesn't love me anymore!

Dreams can be encouraging,

But they don't come true.

Miracles are not happening,

And I am still waiting for you.

I was fighting the storm
with all my will.
Wounded my arm,
trying to hold the sails still.
Holding my whole life in my hand,
I thought I finally found dry land.

When I was almost there,
I was blown away from the shore.
that's when I realized,
She doesn't love me anymore!

I abandoned my ship,
And tried to swim through.
Discovered as I got a grip,
Was just a illusion of you.

I heard the ocean's loud roar,
Thats when i realised,

She never loved me before!

DARK CLOUDS

2004-08-25T04:26:00.000-07:00

Dark clouds.

.--Sudhanshu genre: dark psychedelic rock

Nothing seems to have no rhyme or no reason

Life just seems to be lost in confusion

I cry..Oh!I cry !!beneath the dark clouds up in the sky
Lightening crashes down with a thunder

and i feel i am buried down under

This pain..oh! this pain Standin all alone in the rain
In the middle of all this confusion I see a ray of inspiration

and I fly...oh I fly high above the dark clouds in the sky
Now that i have got my freedom

Broken the shackles of all the boredom

Where are you! Where are you?lost in the sky so blue..
Why do you play such a cruel game

as i fall down crying out your name
and i cry ...i cry!!Beneath the dark clouds in the sky.

Chords used: Dm Dm(varients) F C Bb A

BAD DAY!!!

2004-08-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

BaD DaY --by Sudhanshu

Genre:gospel rock/soft rock

Everthing is goin wrong today..when everything felt so right..
Everything was planned today..but maybe the time wasn't right..
what was God thinkin when He saw me today..
what was God thinkin when He made this day....

i thought i'd write a song today...but couldnt get the words all right.
i thought i'd go through all the way...but couldn't go beyond the first line..

Bad days come n bad days go..
but dont cling on to them just let them go..
bad days come n bad days go..
just pack the memories and be ready to go...ahead

I thought it would be a clear day...but i got drenched on my way...
I was late on the very first day..never thought it was gonna be this way..

what was God thinkin when He saw me today..
what was God thinkin when He made this day....

and when i saw the news today..nothing in this world is alright..
i thought i'd listen to the radio...but nothing would please me tonite..

Bad days come n bad days go..
its hits you hard and its hard to let go..
Bad days come n bad days go..
but dont waste your tears and just let them go..
bad days come n bad days go..
dont blame it on God and be ready to go...ahead

Universe.....where is it bounded....in space..in time..?

2004-08-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

Oh! Little fly,
Thy Summers play,
My thoughtless hand ,
has brushed away.
Am I not a fly like thee,
Art not thou a man like me.
For I shall drink and dance and sing,
till some blind Hand shall
brush my wing!!

Creator of Destiny

2004-08-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

Creator of destiny.. --Sudhanshu

genre::alternate rock

I was goin down the road
makin my way home...
when somthing blew into my eyes...
and before i could realise
it was Him...
the creator of destiny...
standing in front of me...
I said what do you want from me now..
have to get on with my life i dont know how..
i wish not to belive in you any more..
but one thing i know for sure...it is You....
the creator of destiny ...
standing in front of me....
I looked into his eyes and said..
Of you i was never afraid...
until the time i lost it all..
and eventualy i had to fall..
why are You....
the creator of destiny...
standing in front of me....
Then he said you did not recognise me my child..
I am the creator of destiny...
I am not...
the controller of destiny...standing in front of thee..
Dont blame me for the pain....
it was you who went running in the rain..
it was you who had destiny in hand...
it slips off like soft drifting sand...
you forgot what you ever wanted...
it is you...yes it is you...the controller of destiny....
standing in front of me....
Chord Bank::Bm G A G F# Bmbridge:: D A G F# Bm